Great expectations

I’ve realised that the standards I hold the men of today to are probably too high.

This said, the male role model for many girls is their father. I am no different. I respect and look up to my father, who as the more I get to know men, is seemingly one of a very rare kind. He has worked his entire life to provide for his family and even after divorce remained amicable and generous.

Post break up, these are the things that I want my exes to live up to. I want some level of friendship and care to be upheld so that the entire relationship does not turn into a bitter waste of time. Not too much to ask for.
However, such gentlemanly conduct from modern men, is perhaps just that.

I take it to heart when an ex refuses to be friendly, most probably because I know my father would never do that. And to be frank, I think less of a man who is too cowardly and immature to remain friends; who thinks only of his own emotions and likes to play games.

Because he’s not a man, he’s still a boy. My mistake.

The rip: not sure if my favourite jeans can be saved.

The rip: not sure if my favourite jeans can be saved.

Amateurs

Currently I’m sitting in the Oxford alone, a slight air of alcoholic about me. All because my friend didn’t bring her I’d. I’m subsequently waiting for said friend to return and assure the rest of the punters that I am in fact just a normal student.

Wanting the world to swallow you up, or not.

It’s times like these when I don’t know why I ever chose a languages degree. For weeks I’ve been living in fear about giving a German presentation, and now I suddenly feel like I don’t care. As much as I’d like the world to swallow me up, I know, that it unfortunately won’t.

Perhaps my favourite picture of myself. Taken with the Diana F and exposed multiple times (left).

Perhaps my favourite picture of myself. Taken with the Diana F and exposed multiple times (left).

Got my Diana Mini + Flash today. 4 days overdue but worth every second of the wait. Took it out for a spin in my local wooded area and now can’t wait to get the film developed.

It’s super user friendly although it takes a while to get used to winding the film on compared to the click-and-go of digital cameras. It’s also absolutely tiny making it easy to take aaaaaaaanywhere.

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just a few found on my laptop.

who am I?

I am consumed by oversized clothes and asymetrical hem lines. lashings of rings. layers upon layers of necklaces. half moon manicures. middle partings. leopard print. scoop backs. black. I am curious. shy. argumentative. funny. temperamental. blunt. who are you?

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Bikini Kill: punk rock and feminism all rolled into one. Obscene.